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The GIFT

Winter snow is falling down

children laughing all around
lights are turning on
like a fairy tale come true

sitting by the fire we made
you’re the answer when I prayed
I would find someone
and baby I found you

all I want is to hold you forever
all I need is you more every day
you saved my heart
from being broken apart
you gave your love away
and I’m thankful every day
for the gift

watching as you softly sleep
what I’d give if I could keep
just this moment
if only time stood still

but the colors fade away
and the years will make us grey
but baby in my eyes
you’ll still be beautiful

all I want is to hold you forever
all I need is you more every day
you saved my heart
from being broken apart
you gave your love away
and I’m thankful every day
for the gift

all I want is to hold you forever
all I need is you more every day
you saved my heart
from being broken apart
you gave your love away
I can’t find the words to say
that I’m thankful every day
for the gift

Ikaw ang dahilan ng aking kasiyahan
Ikaw ang nagbigay sigla nung ako’y nag-iisa
Buhay ko ay nag-iba
Nang makilala ka
Wala nang nanaisin pa
Kundi ang makapiling ka

Sana, sana tayo nang dalawa
Ang magsasama
Giliw sana, hindi na muling mag-isa
Habambuhay
Giliw sana tayo na

Sa buhay kong ito
Maraming nagbago
Marami na akong minahal
Ngunit walang katulad mo
Nakapagtataka
Na tayong dalawa
Ang napiling magtagpo
Sa laki ng mundong ‘to

Ayoko na muling mag-isa
Ngayong natagpuan na kita, sinta
Sana tayo na…

Today is my 26^th birthday…tanda ko na huwaaaa…I’m so sad really not because I’m getting older but because sobrang Miss ko family ko sa pinas. Last night maybe 30mins before my day I was crying really because I miss them so much, I miss the "MORNING WAKE UP CALL" ung pagpapatugtog ng parents ko ng isang buong album ng bday songs para gisingin ung may birthday (syempre ndi lang ung may bday ang magigising buong family at pati na din cguro kapitbahay hehehhehe) at syempre dahil gising lahat isa isa na cla magkikis at mag ggrit ng "HAPPY BDAY" then while fixin’ ur bed makikita mo sa ilalim ng unan mo ang isang "BIRTHDAY CARD" na may pirma nilang lahat (sweet nila noh?). Dati naiirita ako pag nagpapatugtog na cla pag bday ko kasi nahihiya me sa kapitbahay lahat na nakakaalam ng bday ko tapos paglabas ko ng haus hala nga lahat halos babatiin ako ng HAPPY BDAY lolz… Imagine ung dating kinaiinisan ko 2wing bday ko namimis ko ngaun as in sobrang namiss ko kaya e2 sad ako…. Hangang ngaun umiiyak pa ako huwaaaa….

Kelan kaya uli mangyayari na magigising ako ng may "WAKE UP CALL" sa araw ng BDAY kew?

I need to know someone
Who´s warmer then the sunshine
Could be that you´re the one for me

Ooh, you touch me deeper, darlin´
All my emotions startin´
Come to me now and you will see

That I´m never gonna give you up for someone else´s love
Never gonna let you go and lose the one I love
Oh, tonight. Tonight

Some people never know the true magic of the moonlight
You give me everything I need

Woman, you really know me
Anticipation´s growin´
Come to me now so you will see

That I´m never gonna give you up for someone else´s love
Never gonna let you go and lose the one I love
Oh, tonight. Tonight
Never, never, never, no one else´s love
Never gonna give you up for someone else´s love
Never gonna let you go
No one else´s love

I thought some time alone

was what we really needed

you said this time would hurt more than it helps

but I couldn’t see that

I thought it was the end

of a beautiful story

and so I left the one I loved at home to be alone

and I tried to find

out if this one thing is true

that I’m nothing without you

I know better now

and I’ve had a change of heart

I’d rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else

I’d rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself

I’d rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart

I’d rather have the one who holds my heart

And then I met someone

and thought she could replace you

we got along just fine

we wasted time because she was not you

we had a lot of fun

though we knew we were faking

love was not impressed with our connection built on lies, on lies

so I’m here cause I found this one thing is true

that I’m nothing without you

I know better now

and I’ve had a change of heart

I’d rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else

I’d rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself

I’d rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart

I’d rather have the one who holds my heart

who holds my heart

I can’t blame you if you turn away from me, like I’ve done you,

I can only prove the things I say with time,

please be mine,

I’d rather have bad times with (please be mine) you,

than good times with someone else (I know)

I’d rather be beside you in a storm (anytime),

than safe and warm by myself (so sure baby)

I’d rather have hard times together,

than to have it easy apart

I’d rather have the one who holds my heart (my heart)

I’d rather have bad times with you (surely),

than good times with someone else (surely)

I’d rather be beside you in a storm (oh yeah),

than safe and warm by myself (all by myself)

I’d rather have hard times together,

than to have it easy apart (you know it)

I’d rather have the one who holds my heart

I’d rather have the one who holds my heart

I’d rather have the one who holds my heart

whoooo…..who holds my heart

Now, i can say that i finally moved on…. Having my "MAHAL" always beside me. Maybe physically ndi, but i know lagi xa nanjan para sakin lalo na pagmalungkot ako at alam ko din na kahit iwan ko xa,kahit gano katagal may "BABALIKAN pa din ako, HIHINTAYIN NYA ako" and i thank god for bringing him into my life…We’ve both been hurt by our "PAST" and maybe this is really GOD’s will, i know madaming trials na dadating samin pero, alam ko malalampasan namin ‘yun, kakayanin namin un dahil sabay namin haharapin un ng "MAGKAHAWAK ng KAMAY" walang IWANAN….

Isang taon na nmn ang nakalipas… Lumipas ang masasaya at malulungkot na alala… Madami ako natutunan at nalaman… may dumating at nawala…naging masaya at malungkot….pero kahit ano pa ung mga ung wala ako pinagsisihan sa nakalipas na taon lahat un pinagsasalamat ko dahil naging masaya o malungkot pa un.

Ngaun taong ito, kasama sa pagpapaakam sa taong nagdaan ang pagpapaalam sa taong aking mahal…maaring hangang ngaun mahal pa din kita pero cguro hanging dun nalang un isa ka na sa akin nakaraan…salamat sa masaya at malungkot na alala…hangad ko ang kaligahan mo, sana mahanap mo ang tunay na kaligahan….PAALAM HUNNY!!!!!

*sigh*

Bakit ba kailangan pa dumaan ang pasko at new year?
sana ndi nalang…

So sad to remember w/ whom i celebrated xmas and new year last year……
Yes, celebrating it with u and ur family.
I was also sad that time because that was the 1st time
I celebrated xmas w/o my family with me,
but then you eased that sadness i had kasi sabi mo
"kasama ko din nmn family ko "(ikaw at ang family mo).
Ngaun mas malungkot wala ka na na magsasabi sakin na
"wag ako malungkot dahil kasama ko din nmn kau. "
Ngaun kaya kasama nyo rin ung bago nyong kapamilya???? L

I hate to admit it but…………………………….

I MISS YOU so much!!!!Sana ako pa din ang kasama nyo Ngaun PASKO AT BAGONG TAON L

Is it hard to believe I’m okay After all, it’s been awhile Since you walked away I’m way past crying Over you finding someone else You turned my days into nights But now I see the light And this maybe a big surprise to you But you’ve made me stronger By breaking my heart You ended my life And made a better one start You taught me everything From falling in love To letting go of a lie Yes, you’ve made me stronger by saying goodbye If you try to believe I’m not over you Go ahead…… There’s nothing wrong with making believe I know….. Cuz I used to pretend you’d come back to me But time has been such a friend Brought me to my senses again And I have you to thanked For setting me free Think again Don’t feel so sorry for me, my friend Oh, don’t you know I’m not the one at the losing end…..

THANKS AND GOODBYE……

Before, hinahabol kita pero di mo ako pinapansin. Tapos isang araw

nawala ako, hinanap mo ako at tinanong, "Bakit ka nagsawa?" Ngumiti

ako, "Hindi ako nagsawa. Natauhan lang."

Pwede mo kong lokohin pero wag kang magpapahuli sakin. Pwede mo kong

palitan pero siguraduhin mong mas mahal mo siya sakin. Pwede mo kong  iwan pero siguraduhin mong kaya mo. Kasi pag ako sobrang nasaktan,

wala ka nang babalikan.

Boys? Pag trip ka, magpapakilala. Kaibigan kuno hanggang pumorma na.

Tapos pag nahulog ka na, ayun, goodbye na dahil sawa na sila. Pero dapat

walang iiyak at smile lang tayo. Punyeta, anong silbi ng karma?

I fell in love and got hurt but I didn’t shed too much tears nor did I ask him to love me again. Instead, I stood up proudly and said, "Ganyan talaga ang magaganda! Hindi bagay sa tanga!"

      

Simple lang para hindi ka masaktan. Kapag minahal ka, mahalin mo din. Kapag ginago ka, gaguhin mo rin. Pero kapag umiyak ka, tanga ka! Ginago ka na nga, iiyakan mo pa?

Pag iniwan ka ng mahal mo, wag mo siyang sisihin! Kausapin mo siya ng  harap-harapan at sabihin mong, "Ingat, tanga ka pa naman!"

      

Masakit pag iniwan ka ng mahal mo. Pero wag kang magagalit ng husto. Kahit papano may pinagsamahan naman kayo, diba? Kaya for the last time yakapin mo siya at ibulong mo, "Gago, kukulamin kita!"

Girls, talo daw tayo sa mga boys? Papayag kayo? Sige, pag niligawan tayo, sagot agad. Pag iniwan tayo? Ok lang. Kapag sinabi nilang, "Uy, ex ko." Alam niyo sagot diyan? "Ay, ambisyoso!!!"

If the one you love doesn’t love you back, don’t get depressed. Just think about it for a while, maybe cry a bit then wipe your tears and say, "Ang weird naman niya. Di siya pumapatol sa magaganda!?"

You only got one life so live it well., one heart so take good care, one soul so keep it pure. One boyfriend? What a waste! Make it two or more! Sayang ganda natin! Pag sinabi sayo ng mahal mo na ayaw na niya sayo, hayaan mo lang. Wag kang iiyak at magpapakagago! Imbis na iyakan mo siya, ngitian mo lang at sabihin mo ang ganito, "So, pano? Bye na! Naghihintay na ang kapalit mo!"

   

Who cares about break-ups? Oo nga, masakit. Makirot sa puso. Pero tandaan mo: “a break-up isn’t only an end to a relationship. It’s also a beginning of a new one and an end to a living hell called "ex".